Laying It All Out

        That's me. I'm black and white. I'm 18. My eyes are hazel and if you can't tell, that front left tooth is fake. I have weird dimples. My hair is artifically colored (It has a blond streak in it now, and is a little bit lighter than that actual picture). I think I look like an absolute troll without makeup. I could stand to lose about 1000 or so pounds. I stand at an average 5'7", but guys nowadays must have some kind of growing defect because they are all 5'6" and under. I wear black a lot. I have 6 ear piercings (4 on one side and 2 on the other) and a tattoo around my ankle and down to my foot.

There. Its all put out there. So no questions about the girl behind the computer screen, I'm putting it all out there. Although some like the mystery that goes with the internet, I think its misleading bullcrap. This is me, this is my mind, and you as the reader should be informed of what I look like. Now that all of that lovely information is out there, I'll tell you a bit about myself which can be found under the About Me section if you don't want to read the more detailed version.

I'm growing. I am the best person to be friends with and the worst person to be enemies with. I say what I mean, and I don't beat around the bush. Believe me, I've tried that before and you know where it left me? Confused on why things just weren't going my way. Now that may make me a Queen B, but nowadays I find myself with that "I couldn't really give two chicken turds about that" kind of attitude. I'm nice. I care about human beings, even if most of them are just impossible to hold conversations with. I like the theatre, but I personally don't enjoy the dramatic divas that go with it, so I'm not going to spend the rest of my life doing it. I am dramatic though, and I'll probably overexaggerate a thousand times before this one entry is done. I have a dry sense of humor that some people might not like; that's okay, I don't care much. Meeting new people in person gives me crazy anxiety. I like having friends. I'm awkward in awkward situations. I like to sing. I can count to 19 in Spanish. I get random the more tired I get.

Relationships don't work for me. Usually by circumstance, they simply do not work out. I'm okay with that. Love is a touchy subject because I believe it exists but I do not believe that I can obtain and keep it. Its complicated and I don't like complicated bull. Music makes me happy. I quote it frequently. I think too much, and laugh like a mentally challenged guiena pig. I'm waiting for my life to take off, but currently I'm stuck in this opressing town as a college kid trying to chase her dreams.

And that's me. I supposed I missed a few details, but I'm here. This blog is an outlet, and I'll use it how I see fit. Read at your own discretion.

~AGM